forks

think of it how you want....but i'm blinkin tired of the forks in the road...aka kayla's life. I MEAN REALLY?!?! 

pick this and people get hurt. 

pick this and then DIFFERENT people get hurt. 

pick this and YOU get hurt. 

pick this and people are disappointed.

 pick this and you're miserable. 

pick this and people judge you.

people say, "you know, kayla, do what makes you happy! do what you think is right!"

easier said than done

what if you don't know what makes you happy?

what if you don't know what's right?

then you end up screwing up your life.

screwing up other people.

all i know is that i don't have time to think about it.

i don't have time to breathe.

class

homework

tests

finals

projects

relief society

visiting teaching

work

definitely can't handle any decisions currently.

a fence sitter i remain.

maybe forever.